naked and unashamed

i suppose this is what it feels like to be standing on the edge looking down into the gaping mouth of irreversible action.
when was the last time you felt truly naked?
emotionally physically spiritually
balls out.
vulnerable.
i think that's why all of us are so afraid, of death, the ultimate irreversible action.
and yet some would have you believe even that can be defied.
perhaps its nothing. then again scientific, cultural, even spiritual avalanches have started with a moment of epiphany-so i can't discount a gut feeling.
all i can say is,....i've never been this terrified of anything i've created,...perhaps that's because i've never really created anything that felt this personal before. and so relevant.
anyway,...i'm not hiding behind some veil of puffed up righteousness
Sins of the Father will be released very soon, and it will walk on its own legs. whether it takes two steps and dies, or it takes off into the air like a great flying beast,....i can't say.
all i can say is when you've mined this deep,...made yourself THIS uncomfortable all for the sake of finding out your truth, and through that truth hopefully a glimpse of a greater truth that you can share with your friends and neighbors,...well then,...success or failure,... at least i didn't pull back in the last moment. for fear's sake,...